really i hate everything...
im glad i can rant about things on here
and people not all being like omg dnt be that way
like on fucking myspace...

yeah ok im depresssed...school fucking sucks and so does all my art
what am i even doing in my life??
what am i going to do with my life?
im so fucking tired of trying to do things anymore
im not happy and i never will be
thats how it all seems any way....

getting passed all this is hard for me

i want to give up so badly
who am i doing all this for?? my parents??
i want to go to college b/c i WANT too
and im just not feeling it
i have no ambitions i really dnt kno what i want to do with my life
i wonder how i can turn all this around'

drugs...thats all that keeps me going...
can someone help me?
no i dnt want help i just want a god,
there isnt one
sometimes i feel there is nothing for me in this world
i want to change that
i want to feel something for the first time in my life
i feel so empty so alone.

just stop judging me!

dnt leave me comments on this.
i dnt need them!